Deep In My Bones Poem by Lucas Natan

Oh oh deep in my bones
In the back of my mind
Feel sticks and stones
In the darkness I cry

Oh oh whyam I so alone?
A good motive, will I stay high
Why've I been reading wrong?
There is no one by my side

Oh oh I'm old to be young
Feel like the time's gone for me
Everything is to go wrong
Who we see isn't what seems

I have lost control
Nothing is what you always know
Don't show me where I got to go
Don't show me when I got to grow
You are trying so
Nothing is what you always know
I don't want to know what you know
Let me go, you just have told me "no"