Desolent One Poem by austin marshall

Kill the jealousy inside my beating heart.


Rip out my soul from the corners of my mind.


Destroy the Love I have.


Meaningless is hope when shattered by demoralizing truths,


As incoherent thoughts conquer my last remaining dream.


All that is left is you my Love.


Yet numb inside I am.


As I know you love another,


And it is an everlasting flame.


Never shall it die yet flourish within your heart.


Remain hidden and then capture your devotion.


Turn your head away from my love,


And avert it to the once dying flame.


As I lay heartbroken and mercy withers away from me.


My heart shatters and lays in fragments.


It shall become incased in a shell so strong,


Your heart shall never feel its warmth again.


You shall be lost in my meaningless thoughts.


Never showing again within my unconfined mind.


Never shall I yearn for your breath,


Never again shall I lust for your lips.


Your arms are nothing to my once caring heart, .


Your pain is oblivious to me from where it used to be heavy with sorrow.


I am sorry My beautiful love but I cant believe in you.


I am sorry my love I cant ever again love you.


I am sorry my love you destroyed me and left me for dead.