Let's cry.
Let the tears wash me
Rid me of all my hurt
Dissolve me rearrange me
Then solidify me again under lights only seen in a dark place
The dark place I held so dear
Crumbled now, slipping through my fingers
Where do I turn to now? My home melted before me. I can't rearrange it, I'm left bare..Where do I turn to now?
If I'm to fall
Will you help me up?
But I've been falling tripping, stumbling, always so close to the ground
I had nothing, no one to hold on to
I never got up
I crawled, I layed there staring into the clouds thinking
Why won't the ground swallow me already?
I was strongest in sorrow
Happiness a foreigner to me
A language I could never understand
I didn't care about it
My focus was on comfort
Comfort in the agony that always seemed followed me
I planned on mastering that pain
Grooming it
It was so beautiful
6•Januagust•2005
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem