Ever Asked Yourself Why? Poem by VUSI CHRIS VENUS MALALA

Ever asked yourself about how many people you care for, yet they don't. How many people you give your shoulder to cry on but they won't give you theirs in return.

How many people you've helped but they won't help you? What about those you love but can't love you back...
I'm low without a flow. But still I ask: how many people you have forgiven, yet they won't forgive you & how many times do you have to forgive?

How about those you protected only to find that they want to hurt you. How many have you acknowledged & complemented their good deeds only to find that they always complain against you and have never complemented your efforts

my mom said complement first then the complaint or no comment at all.

I loved people, they never loved me. I cared for people but they never cared about me. I protected them but all they wanted was to hurt me.

Sometimes I feel like I'm not praying enough or playing enough. If I can't pray, then I can't play & today I come to ask myself: have I wondered why?

Why am I bruised & used?
How many people have I burried & how many will bury me?
How many have I respected but all they could do is disrespect me.

What about those I took instructions from but they won't take directions and navigation from me.

For now I say GOD knows.