Fairty Tales Poem by Shelby Burnside

i dont know what to do anymore.
i'm lost and i'm incomplete.
the tears im crying- in reality shouldn't be here.
why are they?
love is a strong word that we freely pass on to each other.
but do i even mean it?
whats love?
how is it felt?
is there such a thing?
is it only real in fairy tales?
whose idea was it to torture a soul so much
with all this wondering and wanting?
i want to love you
i just dont know how
and i dont know if im quite willing to learn.
who exactly would the professor be?
or is it taught only in a book?
criticing through paper and judging in ink