Fake! Poem by jenn steger

Now i used to dream a nightmare, now i am smiling from outside, people think i am living but inside im dying!
Go away go away, i know i cant stop you! : (just be happy and smiling always, i know that you can do! : (
You were my life and now my life gone away, im living with endless waiting, waiting for the rain in hell!
I just wanna say goodbye, I just go to live life alone my side, i know that you will remember me too only for a bit but am totally right!
now i used to live with the pain im walking with the pain me anymore. i cried like the heavy rain!