False Hope Poem by Clara Diskley

Shutting the door quickly while I'm thinking
Leered outside to the window to have a glipse of
time just to think
Watched the delicate pearl white snow flowing
in the cold winter's wind
Up against the glass feels cold rock solid
Hanging up against it while I stare out and
begin to wonder
No more false hope and I wouldn't be let down

I used to always tell myself tomorrow will be better
Not that long ago I gave up on making myself believe
it would be
I'm suffering from a major sadness that's inside of me
All of it has goes wrong and I can't go on
Afflicted in so many let downs avoided to have been told
Until now I know just how inexorable they can be
Forgiveness has been misleading
Leading me to believe something that was never there
Counterfeit things that you said broke my heart when
I heard it was all a scam