Feels Poem by Michelle Garces Maraon

feeling so empty made me sick.

feeling so sad made me sick.

feeling so alone made me an outcast.

feeling so afraid made me chills.

feeling so hopeless made me helpless.....



some of my feelings that i used to.

those feelings that sometimes hunting me

down, feared from the truth of life against

the outside world.....



i don't want to feel those emotions.

but how? ? ! I'm just human, weak, helpless

and neither afraid to do anything

beyond my freewill....



when i say I'm OK... I'm lying.

i am not OK.i felt something, hurts badly

but still I'm hiding from my reflections.

being me is a cursed..am i? ?

i want to numb, not to feel those heartaches

of mine.......mgm