Find Me Poem by Brittany Bell

i need help with finding myself
i dont like the new me
im losing the people i love
slowly but surely they will all be gone

it'll be all my fault
because i cant change back
the time to my happy self
im someone i dont want to be

im lost, i cant find myself
someone help me
bring the pieces back together
back to the old me

back to where i was happy
smiling, laughing, joking
now im the opposite
its because i bottled everything up

now im paying for everything
i have kept close to my heart
im torn apart, i cant get a hold of myself

someone help me, get me out of this hole
Ive buried myself into because i dont think
i can handle this new me anymore