Flaws Of My Shadow Poem by Stacy Dinmaa

I wish i knew better,
Wish i could predict,
Fear to disappoint myself not anyone,
Fear to lose those firm admiration,
Those fierce confidence, self pride.
Fear to look up so high and look down same time.
Will it ever fall in place? Will i ever get there? Without this hard blow reminder?
Regardless of my mistakes, Regardless of my ignorance.
I acknowledge them, know i won't repeat them, fear i don't regret them.
They say
"Everyone makes mistakes"
Say those are stumbling blocks to success.
Yet i ask,
Are these my stumbling blocks?
I hope so but i doubt it.
Self inflicted regret is a dreadful doctrine i wouldn't want to adhere soakingly.
I pray I'd be right later on,
Pray i find my light quicker on,
Just so i know what's bright 🔆 in the later world,
Stacy would be shattered if it goes wrong.