She's been in my life for many years now
On and off, wondering how?
How can she say she loves me while engaged to another?
Someone she once claimed was, 'Only a brother.'
I seen the signs and tried to have it stop.
I seen it all, but from her life, she wouldn't drop
This guy when she claimed all she needed was me.
How I'm not enough, I just can't see...
I've been the guy on the side for so long now.
For days I've been wondering, 'Is it time to take a bow? '.
Close the curtains of this long, painful, act.
Or continue, suffering, through this pact?
I've tried many times to be her only one.
Yet all I seem good for is just fun.
I've even took a trip across the states.
From far South to North just for a date;
Only for her to say she can't.
Making me feel as small as an ant.
Topic(s) of this poem: heartbreak
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