Forgiveness For Me And My Love Poem by frozen sun

i look beautiful
she talks to herself
every lonely night
after her love has gone
i want my love to see me
always beautiful
in heaven
love the world no longer beautiful
after you have gone
i do anything...
just anything...
to make you alive
she cried
love i loss my weight
let them think
i got scary sickness
so no other men
will get closer to me
maybe i got aids
someone told me
please leave me live
with my memories
send me white roses
if there is still forgiveness
on your heart
for me and my love
then she cried