Giving In Poem by Keli Mims

Sometimes you can't see behind happy eyes,
See all the hurt and all of th lies,
I tell you I'm fine and I'm okay,
But of course no one trust what I say,
I don't dare say my feelings hidden so deep,
I hold my breath, brace myself, and leap,
Those scary thoughts cloud my head,
Of all the things you once had said,
Of the love and the lies,
Behind those beautiful eyes,
Sometimes I close my eyes And feel you,
Only to wake to dreams that aren't true,
I plug my nose,
Head first I go,
I brace myself for cold crisp water,
Not knowing how much longer,
'm slipping up, I'm falling down,
It pulls me under & pulls me down,
I'm losing my self, and I'm losing you,
Losing my grip on sanity and whats true,
There's no more love in my world,
There's nothing more to this girl,
Nothing more to me,
So just let me be,
I'm giving up and giving in.