Giving Notice Poem by Red Mcdowall

Do you think they know when you put pen to paper, the poems are about you and events you have been through? ?
Or that you write about others, rather than one's close its your feelings about you write,
They know you don't speak of them so you would think they would guess that writing is your way of getting it off your chest...
People portray you as being strong and tough, but your mask it won't slip never mind take it off,
I was that person of feeling I did not speak, I thought it was words not spoken by me, but by the weak,
Some things it is true are often left been unsaid but my experience in life, I lost to many chances with many now dead,
Don't get me wrong your the first and the last of feelings and emotions I've let out with a blast, but im hoping in time all this will pass, I never wanted too much, just more than you give,