Go Fuck Her. Poem by hazel jackson

...GO FUCK HER..before you fix your mouth to say anything think long and hard about if weather or not you really wanna lie to me or tell me truthfully that you do. I know that you do but I also know you dont want or didn't want however you want to put it me to know that you do. Ive known you wanted her since b4 we started talking your conversations reminded me too much of us but like I was at one point she is also dealing with someone...but she got HER own spot I didn't at the time but I kno thats not gone stop you im not married to you yet i dont even know if we still engaged but b4 you deside if wit me in this moment is for sure where you wanna be go get that curiosity of seeing how she may feel and or taste on out your system and unwrapped like i kno you like to be but you do like you did with addy and....that will be your business so I say it again go fuck her and we'll see where we end up afterwards cause the next steps are up to you be cause your still not ready...i also feel and I know she aint the only one you wanna fuck but like I said we will see where we end up. I kno I ruined your life with being one to share so much love with you bundled in a piece of you and me just for it to be taken away and ive stressed you to a T with the way shit has been with certain people in my family but...through all of it I loved you harder and more I put more of me into it and tried to push down my intuition but once it started choking me and taking a toll I just prayed on it and tried to deal with it as best I knew how but it was always there....i won't say too much more but go...go ahead and test the waters I know you been waiting to test besides wouldn't it be better this way than you doing it secretly and me finding out too late being hurt later on than facing it now. Also when you come out or even if you dont go in I got a question for you.



Do you want an open relationship or what do you want...tell me now...i dont like these type of surprises my heart hurt enough already and im not trying to hurt yours...which is crazy after everything I just said im still concerned about YOUR HEART.