Grumpy Lady Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I don't want your apologize
I just want this anger
I don't want to hear your excuses
I want them to be thrown and burnt

I'm on the brink of control
What will happen if I lost it
The rage is already up to my head
And starts cramping my brain

I don't want to understand
I just want to cry
I don't want to forget right away
When all I want to do is screaming loud

Do you ever feel
That your voice choked by your own disappointment
The weight is hurting all over my chest
And squeezing tight my lungs