He Doesnt Even Know.... Poem by Kasi Navadomskis

We barely really talk
We jus pretty much met..
but does he know how i feel? no....
im afraid to let him know.
i know what its like to be rejected...thrown to the side...a nobody.....
he dont know right now but someday he will....
one day this man will know how i feel. how i truly feel for him.
whn we talk...i feel like i can open up to him....
help me lord to over come this feeling i have inside...
for i dont know how much longer i can hide....
im not fond of myself. i admit. i put myself down everyday....
i jus dont see wht ppl say they see....a pretty beautiful or gorgeaous woman...i wish i cud see tht.
but all i can see is the pain i go through every day....
trying to hide who i am.
afraid wht others will think....
wht he will think..
god he's on my mind a lot....
buring inside is the fire in my heart....
the flames they leap for joy whn we talk...
my heart beats fast....my breath slow....
my mind wonders into a day dream about him...
and the thoughts of wht wud happen if we were together....
wht wud it be like?
not sure ill ever know....so for now this may jus only be a crush....