Hear Me Cry Poem by Relebohile Molale

This world is against me, thinking of relocating to another planet
I just obtained a temporary visa but there i will be permanent
My situations are somber, just hope they soluble
Soul is pulled away from my body and flesh is left for a cannibal
I thought i'm paramount, guess i was lying to myself
Gathering dust because i'm not purchased like a book on a shelf

Hear me cry
Maybe its the only way you will notice my feelings
Emotionally paralyzed, steer me in the right direction for meanings
i'm destroyed, amalgamate me just so i be one
tonight we die young farewell my fellow friends it was fun
Dreamt i was a mogul given a task to modify my life
Dropping tears in a bowl of unions sliced with a knife
Making a mouth watering stew, including myself in the recipe
My only friend spreading lies about my past now that's History

Hear me cry
But not being visible, no chance of wiping my tears
My spirit visiting you like a ghost just to get rid of your fears
I'm being collected like fallen leaves, smoothing soil with a rake
Tried my best to be sociable but in many mans eyes i was fake
Smiling even if i'm feeling down, in some cases i masquerade
Been treated like a female servant, every chore they gave i made
Pierced my heart with a spear now i'm internally bleeding
Regarding yourselves as my parents but never played your part of feeding

Hear me cry
Because I've have never felt my parents love at all
tripping over emotions, who's gonna catch me when i fall
Throwing my eyes in the skies hoping to see my own savior
Dark cloud hanging over my head maybe i'm being punished for my behavior
But then i was still young, careless of everything
Give me a shining throne because now i'm ready to be my own king
But before that happens, first you have to hear me cry
Sounding plaintive for a reason because my time has come to die

Hear me cry
When i'm gone swim in the river of my tears
Reserving a special place for these words that i load in your ears
Parboiling enemies just so i eat them half raw
They thinking i'm vegetive, well i'm destroyed to the core
If only i had wings i would take off and fly
Your ears are plugged for you saw no reason to hear me cry.