Heart Broken Poem by destiny tatum

this is the point in my life were i have to figure out what im am going to take and what im not going to take

im seaching for something
but im not sure what it is

i guess thats for me to find out in due time

when i look at myself i dont know what i see anymore
im pretty and always have been but i dont think that what im looking for

i need someone to love me
thats all i wanted all my life

not a friend love
or a brother and sister love
a forever love
a love that i could call my own

i thought that he was the one
i thought if i gave him my body that he would love me
i thought that he would oneday care i thought that if i gave him what
he wanted that i would get what i wanted as well
i guess i thought wrong

i feel so used and abused
lost left in the dark
and its all my fault
i wanna cry but for what
i knew what i was getting myself into i just didnt no it would hurt so bad
why is it so hard to say goodbye

i just wanna forget that day that i gave myself to you
i feel so ashame i hate myself for causeing this pain
i think i wanna die i think i wanna give up

i cant help feeling like this is the end of the world
i cant help but to think that this is the last time im ever goien to fall
havent i lost and hurt enough
i cant take the pain ma heart rains and is crying out for some surport

i just wanna cry
to lay in my father's arms so he can take the pain away
oh my god it hurts so bad
i just wanna run away from it all
im to young to feel like this