Heartache Poem by Skylynn g

I wanna say sorry but thats too hard for me to do
I been waiting my whole life for somebody to pass through
But they never did. they didn't even try.
You have no idea how many times Ive fricking cried.

I wanna keep going, but I just can't take it.
Im sorry mom, but I don't think im gonna make it.
I seem fine right? Thats because I fake it
I gave you my heart, why'd you have to break it?

I try so hard to prove that I'm worth it.
But deep down, I know that I'm worthless.
All the things u put me through
At the end of the day,
Its always suicidal thoughts that are going through my brain.

I hate this feeling inside, like theres no other way
I hate it, it really hurts
It hurts more than I can say

I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up
But I can't let that happen
Over a stupid break up

Even though you really hurt me
And left me at a dead end
All so you could go sneak around and be with my best friend
But you know what? I deserve better.
Because I really loved you
And you never did.

So I'm done putting you first,
Its time I move on
I honestly thought you cared,
But you sure proved me wrong