I'm putting flowers on my empty grave
I'm wondering when will it be my turn
Got me thinking what hell has for me
Got me feeling scared, I don't want to be burnt
And still heaven isn't for me
I got a mind full of demons going wild
Please God shine me your light, I'm going blind
This isn't the life for me, I need to change
Yet I find it hard to leave them all behind
And still heaven isn't for me
I feel powerless against my own will
My demons are pulling me down, I'm falling to the floor
I put my hands up and pray so hard
I'm begging God to let me in through heaven's door
And still heaven isn't for me
I'm seeing death around the corner
Got me living in fear, counting my every breath
I think I hear the angels calling my name
And my every step is towards embracing an early death
And still heaven isn't for me
2016
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Sometimes life takes its own course which is not as per our desires. Disappointments take the better of us. We are at a loss in this world as well as the next bizarre images of which are too haunting. Thanks.