Heres To You Poem by nicole polhill

heres to all the pain you put me through
heres to all the tears i've cried for you
heres to all the pieces that cant be fixed
heres to you

heres to your dishonesty
heres to your abandoning me
when i need you most
heres to all the things youve said
all the things youve done

heres to all the times you hurt yourself
and all the times you hurt me
heres to taking pity one me
heres to taking advantage of me

heres to not being JUST my friend
there always had to be strings attached
like we were puppets
and someone else was controlling us

but you control your own actions
and you chose to play with me
and use me
and you probably never even cared
not even a little

no matter how many times
you say that you do
its just to get me
to give you what you want
and what you want
is to use me

but i wont let that happen anymore
and no matter how many times
you apologize
i will NEVER forgive you
for what youve done to me

and thats a promise
im willing to keep
cross my heart
and hope to die
^going^