rebekka bear

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Hi, Mommy - Poem by rebekka bear

Hi, mommy
Im your baby
You dont know about me yet,
Im only a few weeks old
Your going to find out abOut me soon,
Though, i promise
Let me tell you somethings about me
My name is Angel
And im a girl
And ive got beautiful brown eyes and black hair
Well i dont have it yet
But i will when im born
Im going to be your only child
And youll call me your one and only
Im going to grow up without a daddy mostly
But we have each other
We'll help each other and love each other
I want to be a doctor when i grow up
You found out about me today, Mommy!
You where so excited
You couldnt wait to tell everyone
All you could do all day was smile
And life was perfect
You have a beautiful smile, mommy
It will be the first face i will see in my life
And it will be the best thing i see in my life
I know it already
Today was the day you told daddy
You where so excited to tell him about me
He wasnt happy mommy
He kinda got angery
I dont think that you noticed but he did
He started to talk something called wedlock
And money and bills and other stuff
I dont think i understand yet
You were still happy though
So it was ok
Then he did something scary mommy
He hit you
I could feel you fall backwords
And your hands flying up to protect me
I was okbut very sad for you
You where crying then mommy
Thats a sound i dont like
It doesnt make me feel good
It made me cry too
He said sorry after
And he hugged you again
You forgave him mommy
But im not sure if i do
It wasnt right
Yu say he loves you
Why would he hurt you
I dont like it mommy
Finally you can see me
Your stomach is a little bit bigger
And your so proud of me
You went out with your mommy
To buy new clothes
And you where so so so happy
You sing to me too
You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world
When you sing is when im happiest
And you talk to me
And i feel safe
So safe
You just wait and see mommy
When i am born i will be perfect just for you
I will make you proud
And i will love you with all my heart
I can move my hands an feet now mommy
I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me
And i giggle
You giggle too
I love you mommy
Daddy came to see you today mommy
I got really scared
He was acting funny
And he wasnt talking right
He said he didnt want you
I dont know why
But thats what he said
And he hit you again
I got angry mommy
When i grow up i promise i wont let you get hurt
I promise to protect you
Daddy is bad
I dont care if you think hes a good person
I think hes bad
But he hit you
And he said he didnt want us
He doesnt like me
Why doesnt he like me mommy
You didnt talk to me tonight mommy
Is everything ok
Its been 3 days since you saw daddy
You havent talked to me
Or touched me or anything since that
Dont you still love me mommy
I still love you
I think you feel sad
The only time i feel you is when you sleep
You sleep funny
Kind of curled up on your side
And you hug me with your arms
And i feel safe and warm again
Why dont you do that when your awake anymore
Im 21 weeks old today mommy
Arent you proud of me
We're going somewhere today
And its somewhere new
Im excited
It looks like a hospital too
I want to be a doctor when i grow up mommy
Did i tell you that
I hope your as excited as i am
I cant wait
Im getting scared
Your heart is still beating
But i dont know what you are thinking
The doctor is talking to you
I think somethings going to happen soon
Im really really scared mommy
Please tell me you love me
Then i will feel safe again
I love you mommy
What are they doing to me
It hurts!
Please Make them stop
It feels bad please mommy
Please please help me
Make them stop
Dont worry mommy im safe
Im in heaven with the angels now
They told me what you did
And they said its called an abortion
Why mommy
Why did you do it
Dont you love me anymore
Why did you get rid of me
Im really really really sorry if i did something wrong mommy
I love you mommy
I love you with all of my heart
Why dont you love me
What did i do to deserve what they did to me
I want to live mommy i want to smile
And watch the clouds
And see your face
And grow up and be a doctor
I dont want to be here
I want youto love me again
Im really really really sorry if i did something wrong
I love you
I love you mommy
Every abortion is just....
One more heart stopped
Two more eyes that will never see
Two more hand that will never touch
Two more legs that will never run
One more mouth that will never speak

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Poem Submitted: Friday, September 30, 2011

Poem Edited: Saturday, October 1, 2011

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