Him Or Me.... Poem by lil miss

i asked her straight out, 'who will it be? '
'are you gonna choose him or you gonna choose me? '
she pauses and replies 'i honestly dont know'
and she leaves me hangin' right there in limbo
so i'll forget her and let her go
this time it's no joke
i won't let my feelings grow
but now my world feels so slow
and my days are so dark
i get in my car
but i don't drive far
i just park
i pull up
pull out the pipe
and i don't care
i just spark
i forget that she's there
and that she's pullin me apart
this pipes my medicine
it just mends again my heart
..let me take you back to the start
either the girl can't decide
or the girl is bein' smart
i can't tell if she's lying
its now down to a fine art
my heartfelt pain
is like some sort of game to her
i think she blames me for finally escapin' her
never thought i'd want to, when she was scrapin' her
nails down my back, i guess i was mistakin' her
for someone who was worthy of makin' me shake 'n' all
but then one day its like i just came awake, i saw
the person that she is
and the fool that she played me for
told me that she loved me
but it was him that she dated more
i never thought i'd be so petty
as to say 'i faked it all'...