Honest Poem by Filip Yong2

I've already crossed a thousand stars,
but still can't find her,
always try to search,
but all i get just this wild wind.

It smacks my heart so strong,
feel like can't love anymore,
because i've known,
my life'll become a nightmare if i do.

Everynight i talk to the star,
hope that she'll be honest for me,
colour my heart,
with her love.

Then this hope has already passed,
for a long moment,
i'm still confused,
why can't i make her become my love?
WHY?
all that i need just one word,
that's 'HONEST', i know it'll be very important.