How? Poem by Kasidi Wiste

How can one person have so many feelings?
How can one hate themselves so much?
How can one have so much anger?
How can one simply live with everything?
How can one hate to love someone?
How can one feel everything and not want to?
How can one learn to live with themself?
How can one be surronded by people but feel alone?
How can one want to have friends but doesn't?
How can one love to hate everything and everyone?
How can one wish so hard and nothing happens?
How can one dream so much and its not real?
How can one want to say so much but doesn't?
How can one like someone but feelings arent the same?
How can one live with so much hatred towards themselves?
How can one want to end their lives?
How can one want to live yet die at the same time?