How Cold I Feel Poem by dayerlin baez

You wanna know how cold i feel
I feel so cold that i can't take it no more
I want to fall flat on the world and...........
just lie there and never wake up once again
I have friends that say they love me and they do but..........
I guess I have to do what I think is best for me
not for them
I love them too but they got to understand
I once lived to be meee......
but I think I lost who i am.......
I once breathed, once lived, once laughed, once cried
and once got hurt tooo many times
I smile to hide the pain too many times
people say ohhhh let your feelings out nooooo........
it doesn't work like that
they got to understand in what situation one is in
but nope they wont and they cant
lets just call it goodbye
but always in your heart always there by yourside