The closer you come to my mind the farther i you push away
Hurt formed in ah elusive way
No more excuses today...
why are we always fighting?
the farther I push you away this love that we used to portray
Ties deep within my soul so i cry in a unethical place
Alone with my thoughts so I'm standing here with a smile on my face
Everyone doesn't knw my struggle is far from being replaced
with a unconscious thought that I will make it in some type of way
Blatant disregard for the people who pray for my peace
Wondering......
Will this ever catch up to me?
Asking god will I ever finally get my wings
Or will I struggle with the same pain
that has distanced me from family and friends
An all the women that I cared for always ended up wanting to be friends
realizing it was hard to orchestrate another me
Telling thereself they were really better off without me
The closer you come to my mind the farther i you push away
Hurt formed in ah elusive way
No more excuses today...
why are we always fighting?
the farther I push you away this love that we used to portray
Ties deep within my soul so i cry in a unethical place
Alone with my thoughts so I'm standing here with a smile on my face
Everyone doesn't knw my struggle is far from being replaced
with a unconscious thought that I will make it in some type of way
Blatant disregard for the people who pray for my peace
Wondering......
Will this ever catch up to me?
Asking god will I ever finally get my wings
Or will I struggle with the same pain
that has distanced me from family and friends
An all the women that I cared for always ended up wanting to be friends
realizing it was hard to orchestrate another me
Telling thereself they were really better off without me
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem