I Abstained Poem by enne aig

With so much pressure
Pressure I dare not call hunger
One year dragged to two
Not willing to let it loose
My mind drained of all urges
From the bitter lessons taught me
By the ugly colour of a female

I abstained from natures lust
I abstained even in my quest
To right the wrong again
And free my spirit enslaved
In between my powerful legs
Awaiting for the one that will surely come
A queen sent from God
To take it all and form a flow
A stream of endless joy