I Am Too Soft Hearted Poem by Moses Samandar

I want to feel hatred for you
But my heart won’t let me
I want to hate you
I want to ignore you
I want to forget you
I was trapped in your games
In your life
In your ways
I always hate you
But never had the guts to say it
I never cared about you
But couldn’t say it
Let me be honest for once in my life
I don’t even like you
You are so cruel to me
I take it like nothing happened
This part of me I can’t stand
I want to cut it to shreds
Never be nice to you
Never be happy
Just be upset for once
Just be sad for once
Just be disappointed for once
Just be angry for once
Just be absolutely an outlaw
An outlaw of society
I despise you
I absolutely hate you
I can spit on the floor
No more
Get out of my life
All of you
I want to be alone
Clear my head
I will always despise you