I Am Trapped Once Again Poem by Snayo Magwentshu

You always find a way to hurt me
And I always fall into a trap I can't see
I thought I could escape the reality
That you were never mine

My heart
My heart O so broken
My heart O so naive
My heart O so blind

How can I go on living like this
How could I think my life would be bliss
How did things end up like this
When all I ever wanted was to be loved

How could I be so vulnerable
When will I learn
That being loved is impossible
Maybe of heartbreak I am a fan

I am getting used to this
I am getting used to the pain
I am getting used to the emptiness
I am getting used to the chains

I am trapped once again
I am in pain once again
I am chained once again
Once again, once again
Once again I am trapped.