I Apologize. Poem by Samantha Garnett

I've made my mistakes, caused my troubles
Why I have done these things
I haven't a clue, yet I know I pay
I have driven hatred into this world
To which you offered peace and safety
Yet I wanted chaos and confusion
For only a moments time
Weary and hastily I got these things
With a whirl wind of consequences
I did not mean for things to end this way
For them to be in such an up roar
My heart pleads with you
Do not forgive me but understand I am lost
In a world I myself created
To weald my fantasies reality
Though I know they are not
I have trapped myself within them
Forgive me not for the heartache
Forgive me not for the troubles I've caused
But know I apologize