I cried today thinking how you can just cut me out of your life, I cried yesterday thinking what did I do wrong, I cried last week on Thanksgiving because you weren't there, I cried last month because I thought blood was thicker then water. I'll cry at Christmas knowing you don't care and I'll cry ringing in the first of the year because I give up and knowing there isn't anything more I can do and how little I mean to you.
I will still cry time to time because of the memories I still hold dear but I am sure you never cry for me so why do I even care. Hope one day maybe at my funeral you'll be there but I won't and maybe then you'll shed a tear. It'll be too late then but somehow I think you'll still not care.As I write this the tears are flowing but got to pick myself up and move on like you have done with your life. I wish you well but know the hurt you caused and the tears that I have shed.
My tears can't be undone and have made a River.Like rivers my feelings flow one direction and empty Into which feels like the vast ocean, Ever mind us how precious life is but how small I feel even with this sorrow I can't hide but feel. I'll do my best so I can survive for tomorrow and the rest of my life since you don't bother.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem