I Dont Wanna Be A Child Again... Poem by Silkina Mankotia

I was left alone when i needed someone
I cried and cried, hoping they'll come
But, i was wrong as it never happened
My childhood reminiscences are all rottened
They alwayz laughed at my mistakes
Their love was selfish, and care was fake
Aah! I suffered alot!
It would be a lie to say i am not in pain
I Dont Wanna Be A Child Again.....
Once, they pointed that i speak alot
I promised myself that from now i'll not
When evryone around me was happy and glad
The criticism left me feeling abashed
It can't hure anymore, as i already felt drowned
It looked as if i wasn't there, so how could i be found?
Since, then i have never felt the rain
I Dont Wanna B A Child Again....
I was a child and was weak
They never adored me, i was named a geek
thus lived as if i was not around
That was the time, i felt as a background sound
They were too busy to give it a thought
That it was myself with whom i fought
Scars have faded, but the grief remains
And i really dont wanna be a Child Again....