I Feel Poem by jasmine banahi

I feel as if things are intertwining my mind
Destructing my ways, my thoughts, that I bind.
Why can’t you leave me alone,
Let me live my life in a safe, happy home.
Everyday I feel this deep dread in my heart,
You’re no longer apart of me and that’s the part.
Thing you don’t, the thing you don’t get,
You exist no more, not even a threat.
I protect those I love from you stupid trips,
I protect them with my soul, as my love rips
To shreds to bits and pieces it goes,
I hold my breathe, keep from crying so no one knows.
You said what you said and I will never forget,
Those malicious words I will never respect.
The person that said them will never forget,
My wrath, my karma that comes like a jet.
The faster it goes I shall watch as it works you,
This way and that, I know I will never miss you.
Remembering the times I cried
when I felt no pain when I died,
Till my face turned red,
and my heart no longer bled.
It stopped.
And all my sorrow dropped.
All that was left, was the cruel dagger,
things still got sadder.
That laid in my chest,
The thing that held me, I never put to rest.