I Hope Not Poem by CJS Sincere

What if you felt like you were dying,

But you didn't know why,

You try and understand but you can't comprehend why is this

Happening to me,

Why is this my life?

Did I get dealt the wrong hand at birth?

At first I was fine because I thought there was hope.

Then I got older and found I was wrong,

How long do blessings take and curses last,

People think this but are too afraid to ask,

I love God and he loves me,

And trust me I see the blessings I do get,

But to me the pain is worse.

Am I cursed?

I hope not.