I'M That Girl Poem by Jennifer Alejandra

sometimes i wonder if you even see
all of the pain you bring to me
I try to show you all my scars
While hiding behind these rusted bars

I'm trying to let you see the truth
When you grab and drag me to the kissing booth
I try to shout right in your face
That I'm no longer the girl you can embrace

I'm no longer the one who always tries to care
I'm no longer the one who will put away all your silverware
I'm no longer the one who will sing in the shower
To Bruno Mars, and take at least an hour

I'm the one with the broken heart
I'm the one looking for a brand new start
I'm the one spending all these years
Shedding away all the leftover tears
I'm the one with the broken luck
I'm the one who doesn't even have a buck

I'm the one trying to stay cool
Even though I dropped out of school
I'm the girl you thought would never run away
But left a note saying she'll never come back
NO matter what you say

The girl you thought never cried at night
And left you a pillow stained with dark light
The girl you thought would never die
Hung herself without a goodbye