I Pray Poem by Ari Castillo

I heard u comin thru the door late at night
i shiver in my bed and i pray
i pray that tonight u go straigth to ur room
but like every other night u come in to my room
u lay next to me and am still prayin to god to help me
u start to touch me and i try to move away but all u do is pull me closer
as u touch my boby i pray pray for u to stop u can feel my heart beatin faster and u laugh u laugh at me and ask me if i think hes doing anything wrong u say u can touch me like that because ur my father and that ur not doing it in a bad wait i stay there silent prayin convicein me that ur right that ur not hurtin me but deep down i know what u are doing but i don't want to belive it becase i luv u and i wish u love me 2
so i stay there and pray to god to help me
i wait until ur asleep then i get up and go to the couch and cry myself to sleep because i know what u doin to me and its killin me