I Took A Breathe And Let It Go Poem by alma estrella

i took a breathe and let it go
because no matter how much i try you'll never know
i know how ytou feel i know
my head at least but my hraet and my head are two different people
and that not even i understand
when i said forever i meant it to
and now theres no way to go back
so helpless against the attack
i have given it all and yet i want to give more
only because it leads to you
i didnt mean to but these feeling ive stored
and there menat to stay
can i? can i face you while you break my heart?
i lamost think not
i cant believe this not after that
i love so great i thought
and then we fought
and now i sit here
be a women i say
i guess i can never have you
but i can easily never let go
so i take a breathe and let it go