I Tried Poem by Demon Queen

Never supposed to fear anything
that's what I was told
People say 'no new friends'
But away went the old

Nights always get lonely
starting to miss the old me
The days my heart used to be free
Just a kid living life how life should be

Everyday I see my mom stress
So I hide about how i feel
When I see her cry I get depressed
I go to church wondering
Am I actually blessed?

Everyday I try to be real
But nowadays if your real you get killed
seeing people die gives me the chills
Makes me feel mentally ill.