I Want To Live Poem by Sarah Mohyla

A kife in my hand
this could be the end
my life is a mess
Who would have guessed
As i lay here on the floor
My tears begin to pour
The silence is overwhelming
my life is ending
As i sit here looking at his belt
i remember how it felt
every part of him inside of me
i can't see
how i can be
In a world that doesn't know him
I'm far away
So far away
I can't get him back
I always mess stuff up
She was my best friend
She'd be there til the end
you took that away
now it's my turn to fade away
And break away
Just shut up cuz you don't understand
I can't withstand this stuff that you've pulled
you are overruled
So it's my turn to say
you can stay away
And just leave me with this pain
No one can tame
I want to live
I want to live
I don't want to forgive
I want to live