I Wanted To Forget You Poem by Suki Nakamura

i wanted to forget you
i promised myself time and time again
and always i have broken that promise
my heart always mentions your name
my flesh looks for the warmth of your flesh
my fingers want to touch you again

i wanted to forget you
and i have taken the miles away from you
i stop
and then here i am again
craving for you lips
your body
your thighs

i know i cannot evade you
i am so real now

i shall die without you in my arms again.
forgive me for i will be yours again

in complete surrender, now, too willing to be
murdered by the looks of your love.