I Will Get A Life Poem by Riya Gangwar

some people are the reason why
i want to scream and cry
i want to see how do I
look to you into your eye
tell me now what would you like?
to see me humble or to see me sly?
to find me selfish or someone that you can on her rely?
tell me when do you want me to frown and when to smile?
you are controlling my character and you're robbing my life
i must admit that i gave you the chance to use me.and i can't deny
but i always have that fright
that can't get out of my mind
and it makes me weak, slight and fragile..
although I,
have the tendency to win and try
i always fail and i lose any fight
you always wanted to break me and wanted to see me losing my pride
but now I,
will wake up and i will refresh my survive
because I,
want for the first time,
to feel everything's fine
if only freedom was something that i can hire! !
i would have have hired it for millions of miles..
i will be free and i will take all of my rights
i won't look back in time
or hesitate for a while
and if anyone ever dared to use me again,
i will set the world on fire
i will face those battles and those strikes
and my hands won't be again for anyone to bite
i will no longer be afraid at night
cuz finally i believe that i'm alive
i will set the freedom to my imaginative mind
to dream that i have wings and i can fly
happy, independant up in the sky
and revolve around the moon's light
i imagine to see myself swim in the sky and dive
up there with the stars so high
finally i have my own life
now i will manage to paddle my own bike
with a cheerful, bright smile
and dreaming, hopeful eyes
by the help of my,
new imaginative, free mind
yes that's what I,
will try,
to get a life!