I Wonder... Poem by Jody Britoe

Sometimes I feel discouraged
I feel left alone, so I cry
I can't manage
But I hope I don't die

I wonder

If life gets better
If after the rain a brother will see clearer
Still seeking restitution
Because nothing been done
Is seen as substantial

I wonder

If the world understands me

i wonder,
Why isn't every woman like mother?
So understanding

I wonder

If happiness is a reality
All this time been seeking
But still not happy
Should I stop believing?

Will I make it to heaven?
All I want is to be a God's angel
But I do so wrong
Can my sins be forgiven?