I Wonder How Come I Still Around Poem by Aldo Kraas

After one year past
I had gone through so much
I wonder how come I still around
I guess God loves me
And he didn't want me to die
One year ago I had a bad accident
I am alive and well now
Every time I see the ambulance and the fire truck
It reminds me of my accident
What a fool I was to have caused this accident
I feel guilty
From the inside I still the same
But from the outside I am different now
My skin is burned
It looks ugly
I can't fix it
It has to stay that way
Sun I can't enjoy you anymore
It hasn't been fun for me
It has been very hard for me to stay away from you
But for now I have to stay away from you for just for now
The shade is cooler
My treatment is not over
There still one week left
My pressure vest garment covers all my burned areas
It takes all the bumps and redness out of my skin
My skin is not smooth like it used to be
I take full blame for it
I did this accident
Now I have to live with it for the rest of my life