Here I sit with the bottle of pills in my hand;
Thinking to myself, do I want to leave this land?
A part of me answers yes, the other no.
The last bringing with it questions whose answers I do not know.
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this has a pretty large depressing feeling. I felt a bit disheartened after the read. a contemplation on the way to go out. in the end, it read you actually went through with it...Sad.