If I Have A Reason To Be Here, What Is It? Poem by Nicole Baker

one day i was so unhappy with my life that i asked myself and two other people
'if i have a reason to be here, what is it? '


the first person was a good a friend and the other person was my boyfriend and you now what my
good friend said? 'to take care of me and i have to take care of you'
and my boyfriend said 'me' meaning i am here for him........ to give him a reason
to wake up in the morning.....


but how do i now that these are not lies? how will i now anyone cares....
i dont want to be here.... i never did....