If Only Poem by John Paul Ang

If only i could attempt to forget,
The past full of dire regrets,
Then i would have lived in peace,
I could have dwell in perfect bliss.

If only i could erase
The moments of your embrace
and the warmth of your kiss,
Then it wouldn't have to end like this.

The threads of fate that once bound us,
Was severed by the shears of distrust.
The connection had long been broken,
Since our last words were spoken.

Your memories will forever haunt me,
Vivid thoughts that once made me happy,
Now have became endless nightmares,
The weight of emptiness only for me to bear.

I held that love once as sacred,
But your actions turned it into hatred.
I tried my best not to remember
But my hopes will ever shatter.

I may forget your face and your name,
but the feelings will stay the same.
I will discern everything that you did,
and my heart shall continue to bleed.

If only fate wasn't this cruel,
Then i wouldn't need to break the rules.
I would have followed my intended path,
and not feel this unsightly wrath.

For now, i will stay like this,
Until i find my reason to exist.
Once again i leave my life to my worst enemy..
and that is..'Destiny'..

'Believe in anything you want, as long as it makes you happy.'