If Only I Knew Poem by Gabina (Gabby) Gomez

If I knew
If I knew that you were here
I wish I wouldn’t have sinned
I would have loved you fully
I wouldn’t have done this…
I live my life in misery
I’m in a shattered glass shower
I’m sorry

If I knew I would have not done that
I would write songs about us
I would hold you forever
I wouldn’t cry
I wouldn’t worry about this
I wish this world was over
Here I am and till the end
The memories of what I did
I’m sorry

If I knew what would I have done?
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Im sorry for what I've done.