If You Still Remember My Name? ? Poem by Kripa Nath

'.....Well if you can really hear,
There is something, I want to discuss.
ßut promise me, you won't tell it to anyone,
Just keep it between the two of us.
Okay.....
Let me take a deep breath,
and tell you what I want to say.
Just keep a little patience with me...
I'm just learning how to pray.
So dear God,
As far as I've been told,
Whatever I want, I should ask you first.
So, I want to make a deal with you,
& Hope that I'm not misunderstood....
Tell me, Why?
'Why you save that little place for me?
The place where no one wants to be...
Deep down why I deserve all the bad?
I just miss the life that I once had....'
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I'm just getting tired, day by day,
Where, the colours of my life, fade away....?
But probably,
You'll never feel the pain.
Now, I'm sitting here wondering,
If you still remember my name....